If you are reading this – you can be sure I am no longer writing and Playing my beloved Music.
For it is part of my last will and testament
To:- Lionel Ritchie.
In my last days I had no option but to wish it was me that had written the Immortal words to the Song. “Hello” instead of you Sir Lionel Ritchie.
And indeed this letter too you or anyone else that would or should be interested.
One day I will get opportunity of have it out with you for upstaging me with such a wonderful choice of words that has somewhat possessed me in my constant search for that I knew not what – but always felt one day I would find.
Yet I am sadly now able to confess – otherwise I would not be here at all.. I never did…
Even due to my constant searching all of my life – not just since my first hearing of your wonderful words of wisdom way back in 1983.
However Lionel a word of warning.
Please do not rush to get here – it is not in the slightest as proclaimed.
For – The Nirvana; as a place of perfect peace and happiness, or Heaven like the proponents of: Hinduism and Buddhism, and many other Religious Cults would wish for us to believe.
Or that. Nirvana is the highest state that someone can attain, a state of enlightenment, meaning a Person’s individual desires and suffering go away…
I can tell you Lionel in my now immortality they do not.
Not even in Death does this happen – if anything they get worse.
A ghastly place. Death, if ever there was one or if this place or perhaps a better word; Nirvana being as a beautiful a place or desired state of Mind and Body – as it is portrayed to be.
For I miss my life for all of its Miseries and the Beauty these in a sad but strange way – always brought to me.
Additionally having traveled this pathway – I can tell you it is a one-way-journey that has no stopping off places to decide if one wants to go to or not and there is no deciding I am going back for one can be fairly certain. Dead is forever Dead and no one has ever returned to really tell the tale with a contradiction.
Some have proclaimed a Philosophical Dream like state of a Near Death Experience.
However I can tell you – if they did go back then they never died at all.
Have to go now Lionel I have been instructed I have to learn to play a harp and if I miss my lesson I have to go on to the same place where it is said the weather gets hotter and is so hot it is called Hell. As they say Hath no Fury.
May I gently remind you of what I have said Lionel….
What ever you do do not – yes I know so many of us do; join that Divorce Club and no one as members; even those on the fringe as observers of membership; even here, ever stops paying the dues.
For I can tell you the dues to be paid here are far greater than one could ever imagine.
As here – even though there are many far too young and extremely beautiful Ladies; all extremely willing to have a relationship and yes we have tried; but there is not the slightest of Emotional or Physical Feelings or touch – you know like that when you hold a microphone and or a guitar and sing to an audience and when they clap; especially standing, it sends shivers down your spine; none of that; it is like nothing exists, or certainly has no substance to it…
Almost Ghost like It is and it is like – not only does not; it never in reality did exist.
Strange one facet that appears not too be lost, moreover it is enhanced is eyesight for. “I can see clearly now,” so far into the distance and yet strangely I see nothing and there is another strange thing – my vision in other areas has become so intense it is like I could reach out and touch all that I left behind. “Is this real or a figment of my imagination” and Strangely I am never coming home to, “Jackson.”
Wonderful how emptiness comes with such clear Hindsight – if only I could have had some Malice aforethought; or foresight, then just maybe I would not be here observing with no feeling or having the ability to feel the sensation of touch…
…Those I should have held more dear to me, but was strangely driven by my need to Sing, the. “Impossible Dream”and be recognized for it – although it was always for me a. “Perchance to Dream.”
The way things are Lionel I could go on forever like this living in the dream of all; Christmases, Past, Present and Future – but to no avail.
As no one hears, no one listens no one even cares – funny that is just how it was back in Life, all they desired to talk about was their own excitement or miseries – often I could not tell the difference – opps; what have I said was that me as well.
It appears now as it always was, “I am just a lonely Boy.”
That is strange that was how I felt the second I arrived here when I found I had grown a pair of beautiful wings.
Not that they are any good to me; as there is not the slightest breath of anything to that could be. “The Wind beneath my Wings.” enough to. “Light my Fire;” let alone. “Raise me up.”
I must close now Lionel I am not sure if I should feel tired at this time with all the effort I have put in to this letter – strangely again those words have brought to me a thought and a feeling; I am now like all my time down there feeling quite dispirited.
Like I have nowhere to go, no where to hide, no peace of Mind, no Sanctuary.
Like I am on Earth in Heaven and Hell all the same place and at the same time.
Leaving me with a question I feel I have already spent a million years here trying to answer. “If I feel dispirited now did I ever have a Spirit and if so why have I not got it now and where has it gone.”
Will another Million or will it take a Billion years of my new life to answer such a question – or is that in part what the People that said; they died on the operating table and were miraculously brought back to life to seemingly tell the tale.
If there is one thing I have learnt very securely and that is in Life or Death. “The world and the Universe will never be enough,” to satisfy an Anxiety I sort of never knew I had nor what caused it, however if ever I did – it was a sort of a Knowing but not Knowing what.
Lionel and anyone who you may choose to show this letter to, please be advised it is nothing like that what Religion professes it to be .
Do not at any time rush to get here – although there is much in the way of company those who I have met so far – do not sing of the same song sheet as you and I.
PS: I will send an update or to be posh as I can now – a Post Script.
If indeed it ever comes to me as to just what the answers I have always sought but never received – are.
Before we explore Tom Petty.s life and Sad Early Demise – let us view the words he refers too…
I’ve been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I’ve kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you’re looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You’re all I’ve ever wanted and my arms are open wide
Cause you know just what to say and you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you
I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I’ve just got to let you know
Cause I wonder where you are and I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely? Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart, for I haven’t got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you
Is it me you’re looking for?
Did these words really speak of love a devotion of another – or is there for him a much deeper and more powerful meaning… For…
May we first show respect to the Family of Tom Petty as they have requested though a published statement their desires for privacy. with these words….
From the family..
Our family sat together this morning with the Medical Examiner – Coroner’s office and we were informed of their final analysis that Tom Petty passed away due to an accidental drug overdose as a result of taking a variety of medications.
Unfortunately Tom’s body suffered from many serious ailments including emphysema, knee problems and most significantly a fractured hip.
Despite this painful injury he insisted on keeping his commitment to his fans and he toured for 53 dates with a fractured hip and, as he did, it worsened to a more serious injury.
On the day he died he was informed his hip had graduated to a full on break and it is our feeling that the pain was simply unbearable and was the cause for his over use of medication.
We knew before the report was shared with us that he was prescribed various pain medications for a multitude of issues including Fentanyl patches and we feel confident that this was, as the coroner found, an unfortunate accident.
As a family we recognize this report may spark a further discussion on the opioid crisis and we feel that it is a healthy and necessary discussion and we hope in some way this report can save lives.
Many people who overdose begin with a legitimate injury or simply do not understand the potency and deadly nature of these medications.
On a positive note we now know for certain he went painlessly and beautifully exhausted after doing what he loved the most, for one last time, performing live with his unmatchable rock band for his loyal fans on the biggest tour of his 40 plus year career.
He was extremely proud of that achievement in the days before he passed.
We continue to mourn with you and marvel at Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers incredible positive impact on music and the world.
And we thank you all for your love and support over the last months.
Thank you also for respecting the memory of a man who was truly great during his time on this planet both publicly and privately.
We would be grateful if you could respect the privacy of the entire Heartbreaker family during this difficult time.
Dana Petty and Adria Petty.
Surely this extract from the Families published note above has given me all the licence required to write this article in the vain hope Toms death would not have been for those left behind just another Famous Person life lost in vain.
“As a family we recognize this report may spark a further discussion on the opioid crisis and we feel that it is a healthy and necessary discussion and we hope in some way this report can save lives.”
Can we now consider this is exactly as Tom ran his entire life seeking Answers to Question he had and Questions to Answers he also had – all as perhaps one can here him Sing “I have got no satisfaction.”
Were I a proponent of Tom Petty’s life work I may well be able to be more specific – sadly I am not thus have to place myself at the behest of the available information or evidence as we may well refer to it as.
May we review these three extracts from the Families letter…
“Accidental drug overdose as a result of taking a variety of medications.”
“Do not understand the potency and deadly nature of these medications.”
Is it not fair to say – to comprehend and work with this last extract; an ill Person has to have the Highest Degree of Medical Qualification possible; in not only Medication Chemistry in order to understand the potency and deadly nature of these medications…
Where there is also a requirement to achieve what no Medical Chemist has ever done.
Know precisely the interactions every Unique Individual – be they with the same Symptoms and Medication; would make to a given list of medications, prescribed by a qualified practitioner or not and have the ability to evaluate this against the given list of known and well published side-effects of the medications prescribed or not.
“Unfortunately Tom’s body suffered from many serious ailments including emphysema, knee problems and most significantly a fractured hip.”
One does have to question just who is this for. “On a positive note we now know for certain he went painlessly and beautifully exhausted.”
There can be no question these three statements of perhaps many others throughout his life were not only – not for Tom for it surely cannot ever be the Persons truth – as no one ever dies peacefully; resigned to their fate as a result of the failure of the world at large to recognise may be a better expression for at that time the entire process would no longer be a Physiological process but an Emotional – thus a process of his Mind.
Many have written about Toms sad demise and one would have to consider there was a profit motive behind much of the individual publications or was it what really drove Tom -no more than a fear factor.
This blog has no such desires as it is free for any Person too use as they deem fit for their purpose of improving the understanding so desperately required for all illness let alone the few but devastating ones that eventually took the much treasured life of…
Clearly demonstrated by this extract and the Two Photographs below…
Recently it was revealed that Tom Petty’s death was linked to an overdose of prescription medication.
His family said that Petty battled several ailments including emphysema, knee problems and most significantly a hip fracture which developed into a full break.
They suspect the pain was simply unbearable, resulting in the overuse of his medication.
In light of this, they are now calling for a continued discussion of the opioid epidemic that took more than 64,000 lives in 2016 alone.
All very laudable now he is dead – but did Tom ever hear anyone of his close Family or any Medical Professional really call for such an inquiry – when he first started the journey of no return through medications, that already must have had a suspect, if not yet scientifically proven negative history; for symptoms, in reality created by his Mind and nothing to do with his Body.
Is it not fair to say no one in reality ever dies through or by being. “Linked to an overdose of prescription medication.”
For if one has to take more medications – then the problem is being made worse; not improved.
For an individual to result to being their own untrained Medical Professional left to prescribe their own level of medications.
In addition. Does this extract not prove the point. “His family said that Petty battled several ailments including emphysema, knee problems and most significantly a hip fracture which developed into a full break.”
This is not the doing of a Person in long-term illness trouble.
It is the result of long term medical failure to truly understand illness – no matter what Petty useless name it is given.
One has to consider this type of sensationalism does no one any favours as the Subconscious Mind of any reader – especially if they are in any form of Pain will be far too smart for that type of kidology – the art or practice of deliberately deceiving or teasing People; to fall for such an underhanded tricks.
As they – deep in their Mind know the real reason for their illness and thus the medications that are intended to assist if not cure – but sadly so often have the reverse effect – taking live’s far too early.
In an online discussion where I am only able to see the desire for profit taking and not true relief of a Person’s – ever- changing Pain and other mysterious as to their cause; distressing and life destroying symptoms.
Interesting, this story using as a medium for sensationalism should use Tom Petty and his story as he is not here to give comment too and anyway – no one ever asks the Patient their opinion.
Therefore we can ask. “Should use this extract in the introduction to this Paper.” “We embraced Alcohol after Prohibition.” Not be considered for its real meaning.
Surely, if we look at Prohibition as only a distraction from what we are not supposed to see or hear.
Then we can see perhaps the stupidity behind the so-called Opioid Problems, are no more than a distraction.
What better way to create Psychotic Control than by the art of deception.
Or by taking away the obvious and thereby create a new and more powerful and destructive NEED..
A case in point is Tom Petty’s death, linked to an overdose of prescription medication.
His family said that Petty battled several ailments including EMPHYSEMA, KNEE PROBLEMS AND MOST SIGNIFICANTLY A HIP FRACTURE.
Which, developed into a full break.
In light of this, the family are now calling for a continued discussion of the opioid epidemic that took more than 64,000 lives in 2016 alone.
Clearly – this is only a relief of the Family’s and Medical Professions Anxiety; nothing to do with Tom as it hides up their complicity (Parents Medical Profession) in the true cause of his lifetime concerns.
Only made worse by well-meaning practitioners that are only able to treat one symptom at a time by management techniques; that mostly do not last until the Person returns home from the clinic and yet the practitioners were too Mind Blind to observe this and ask. “Why.”
Kindest regards and best wishes
Peter Smith Talking Cures.
Yes please lets discuss.
There are many ways to help Patients including Patient and Health professional education around how Pain works in the Nervous system.
The book. “Explain Pain,” attempts to enlighten.
Can we are we ever able to explain Pain that another Person suffers or are we just relieving our own Anxiety by attempting to demonstrate we not only Understand but we are also listening.
Neither being the truth.
Talking Cures Webpages – are free to read and use…
…It is 2017 “WHY” – do we still have to Explain – what Pain is?
And if we do – just who are we explaining Pain too and why?
It was interesting to note…
No addition to the discussions were made by the Person who posted the original discussion online – too either my own or the contribution by Penelope Douglas.
Thereby appearing to confirm Tom Petty was no more than a “Ticket to Ride” towards more profit for failing to understand and effectively treat Pain or any other of the symptoms Tom endured for so many years.
It has to be said. The Scientific data base or Scientific evidenced based Medicine on Pain in terms of in now 2018 improving the understanding of the cause or why it consonantly moves around the body and the lack of even management techniques that last as long as it takes for the multiple pills to pass through the body or get stuck somewhere on route…
…Is no better – if anything worse than in the early days of Toms suffering; despite the so called advances in Scientific Medicine and the ability to see inside the intimate working of the body.
Let us on Toms behalf and that of anyone who suffers any long-term illness or Pain that has proven to be treatment resistant review Opioid’s history as a treatment – explore.
I do feel it would be wise to start by considering Opioid’s appear to have been the mainstay treatment for many disorders not just Pain.
There are other most serious considerations equally as important as Opioid Medications in the treatment of Pain and its many related disorders and that is the use of many other medications that may or may not be equally as destructive as Opioid’s …
And they are drugs used in the world of Anesthesia in use since to the best of my knowledge since the early to mid 1980’s.
Yet to my knowledge no research has ever been carried out to study the effects of the combination of many medications – there is of course an impossibility to this task.
As every single Person taking any medications would have a unique Body Chemistry prior to the onset of any illness of Mind or Body and with illness a new and just as unique and indeed permanent body chemistry set.
That would be uniquely adjusted to suit every medication from the start and alter with every repeat of the medication.
1. Long-term opioid use increases Pain sensitivity.
Opioid induced hyperalgesia (OIH) is a term to describe the phenomena of increased Pain sensitivity during or after long term Opioid use.
It is a paradoxical or seemingly absurd or self-contradictory to. “Somewhat glorify the acts of Opioid’s on the relief of Pain – when the reality is they achieve the paradoxical effect of attempting to make them trivial.”
in the sense that a drug widely used to decrease Pain will actually increase sensitivity to Pain over time.
Opioid’s were originally intended for acute post-surgical, cancer and/or end of life Pain.
It was not until a successful marketing campaign that Doctors began prescribing Opioid’s for all sorts of Pain.
A letter published in the New England Journal of Medicine (1980) titled. “Addiction Rare in Patients Treated With Narcotics;” was cited and used by Pharmaceutical Companies to validate Opioid’s for long-term Chronic Pain Management.
This is in essence the origin of the Opioid epidemic we see today.
Many People were prescribed Opioid’s for various sorts of Pain and for years relied on the medication daily.
There is much more that can be Learned about the history of the opioid epidemic by searching online.
It is clearly as Item 1 demonstrates – it has to be considered a purposeful act on behalf of either Medical Science or the Medical Profession to have ignored this for so many years; despite the 1980 paper cited.
Surely the feedback all Doctors must return to governing bodies – if only to report side-effects of medications is sufficient to evoke Scientific Inquiry in one official body – or even a Charity that are supposed to support People with all illness symptoms. Let alone those Tom Petty endured.
2. Opioid’s are habit forming and can lead to addiction.
Opioid tolerance, dependence and addiction are all caused by chemical changes within the Brain due to Opioid use.
When Opioid’s are consumed, they travel through our bloodstream and bind to opioid receptors within the Brain.
When this occurs, the Brain’s reward system begins to produce and release dopamine.
This is why pleasure and euphoria are associated with both Opioid’s and Opiates, such as Heroin.
With prolonged exposure to these substances, the chemical structure of the Brain becomes imbalanced and loses its ability to properly produce and regulate Dopamine.
The Body halts the production of Dopamine because it becomes expectant of the external source, Opioid’s.
Some signs of Opioid withdrawal include nausea, muscle cramping, sweats, diarrhea, anxiety and depression.
These symptoms can be alleviated simply by taking more of an opioid substance, often referred to as ‘getting well.’
This, coupled with the intense euphoria associated with Opioid’s, is what makes them such an addictive substance.
Biological, psychological, social and spiritual components are also factors that can influence an individual’s risk of developing an addictive disorder.
There is more to learn about the spectrum of addictive disorders – online.
Conclusion. Let us compress and by adding or removing a couple of words from this section seek in order to comprehend the wisdom of the message of Toms and so many others – lifelong plight into Opioid or other drug oblivion…
There is much Science that makes reference to Opioid’s being habit forming that can lead to addiction.
It is said it Addiction causes chemical changes within the Brain and when this occurs, the Brain’s reward system begins to produce and release Dopamine.
This is why pleasure and euphoria are associated with both Opioid’s and Opiates, such as Heroin.
Causing the Brain to become imbalanced and lose its ability to properly produce and regulate Dopamine.
However because The Body halts the production of Dopamine and with some signs of Opioid withdrawal that include: nausea, muscle cramping, sweats, diarrhea, anxiety and depression; It is said these additional or side-effect symptoms can be alleviated – simply by taking more of an Opioid substance, often referred to as. ‘Getting well.’
The Medical Science suggests the intense euphoria associated with Opioid’s, is what makes them such an addictive substance.
In addition; Biological, Psychological, social and spiritual components are also factors that can influence an individual’s risk of developing an addictive disorder.
Thus we can confirm Toms concern – his death was no accident.
And Medical Science by its own words knows very little worth knowing and that any Person no mater how simple minded they are would know – as this extract confirms very little in known often referred to as. ‘Getting well.’ by taking Opioid’s.
Strangely there is a truth in the statement if one is able to understand the message and use it therapeutically backed by sound knowledge of which medical Science does not have.
This confirmed with another extract. “the Brain’s reward system begins to produce and release Dopamine.
If one is unable to know let alone accept – the Human Body has some 2000 chemicals that are second by second in a constant state of change and every one of them is implicated in every single illness for all time and any attempt to influence one of them for positive or negative is for Dreamers and Philosophers and has no part to play in Medical Science and the constant backward pursuit to understand the Human Animal Body.
As it fails to consider – it is no more nor less than an other way of utilizing Pyramid Selling techniques. One chemical affect Two, affects Four; non stop, until in a nanosecond, every chemical in the body is affected. Now irrevocably.
Much more important than all of this is the seriously possibility there is no such thing as Habits or Addictions only in the brain of those that know so little – thus one is obliged to say. “Hello;” is there anybody listening, does anybody care.
If we have to use the words Habits and Addiction we must accept there is either no driving force or there is a driving force that creates the need.
Thereby creating the illness as a mystery to all Medical Science, with no known cause and no known cure – that enough pretense can be created to ensure; either a medication is continually prescribed or the Person died of an unrelated disorder to the one currently being treated.
3. Opioid’s can lead to Overdose and Death…
We have seen in the past few years just how deadly Opiates can be.
As mentioned before, in 2016 alone there were more than 64,000 overdose deaths related to Opiates and Opioid’s.
We have seen an increase in overdose deaths partly due to the rise of a powerful synthetic Opioid, Fentanyl.
According to the Center for Disease and Control, Fentanyl is 50 to 100 times more potent than morphine.
Pain management physicians still prescribe Fentanyl on a Patient-by-Patient basis.
Patients must comply with physician urinalysis – drug testing, in order to track treatment objectives, but also to ensure that Patients are using their medications instead of selling them.
On the black market, Fentanyl is often mixed with Heroin to increase the potency of the drugs.
It is not uncommon for someone seeking Heroin to wind up with a bag laced with Fentanyl and unknowingly overdose.
While coverage of illicit fentanyl use has dominated mainstream media for the past few years, there are thousands of People being treated at emergency rooms across the nation every day for; “not using prescription Opioid’s as intended.”
Let us compress and by adding or removing a couple of words from this section seek in order to comprehend the wisdom of the message of Toms and so many others – lifelong plight into Opioid or other drug oblivion.
In the past few years it has become Scientifically clear just how deadly Opiates can be with an increase in overdose deaths partly due to the rise of a powerful synthetic Opioid, Fentanyl.
Based on Scientific knowledge – the Center for Disease and Control, confirm . Fentanyl is 50 to 100 times more potent than morphine – yet Pain management physicians still prescribe Fentanyl with the added responsibility of ensuring Patients are using the medications instead of selling them on the black market, Interestingly. Fentanyl is often mixed with Heroin to increase the potency of the drugs.
It is not uncommon for someone seeking Heroin to end up with a bag laced with Fentanyl and unknowingly overdose. Through. “Not using prescription Opioid’s as intended.”
All leaving one o question the entire process with “WHY.” And as it appears there are no answers should we not be just a laughable and ask…
“Hello” is there anybody there.
With Heroin and Fentanyl being major contributors to overdoses, 40% of Opioid overdoses in the US involve a prescription Opioid.
Over 46-93 People are dying from Opioid prescription overdoses each day and over 200,000 People died between the years of 1999 and 2016.
The most commonly abused prescription Opioid’s include Methadone, Oxycodone and Hydrocodone – Vicodin.
Overdoses from prescription Opioid medication typically occur when too much of the medication has been ingested, or has been taken in combination with Alcohol, benzodiazepines and sleep medication.
According to the National Institute on Drug Abuse, benzodiazepines such as Xanax, Klonopin and Valium – often referred to as benzos are present in more than 30% of Opioid overdoses.
Taking sedatives and/or depressants with Opioid’s, including sleep medication and alcohol, is never a good idea.
Coupled with the Opioid medication, the depressant effects on the central nervous system are intensified.
The only way there could ever be a Prescription overdose – is if a Doctor Prescribed it and if one desires to blame Doctor Shopping; then one is blind to the system.
Although we have the greatest electronic medical systems the world has ever seen – it does not have the ability to check when a Person desperate for relief of their long -term poorly treated symptoms are somewhat forced to seek more of the magic elixir the Doctor has told them to take in order to cure their symptoms.
Then of course the kudos or raising of self-worth of being a supplier – which in reality is only a relief of Anxiety or a message of..
Hello! I still need help – but much more of it.
Signs of an Opioid Overdose.
When someone has consumed too much of an Opioid substance, or has used Opioid’s in combination with other drugs, there are tell-tale signs of overdose.
Here are three key symptoms to be aware of during an Opioid overdose…
1. Pinpoint pupils.
2. Slowed or stopped breathing.
The most serious symptom of an Opioid overdose is respiratory depression.
Respiratory depression can lead to hypoxia or insufficient Blood Oxygenation.
This can ultimately lead to Brain damage or death.
Signs of respiratory depression include shallow breath, wheezing and gurgled breathing.
Additional signs and symptoms of an Opioid overdose include…
1. Pale face
2. Limp body
3. Blue or purple hue to lips or fingernails
4. Clammy skin
Living with someone using Opioid’s to manage Chronic Pain, or if having a loved one with an Opioid use disorder, one may want to consider purchasing Narcan; from a local pharmacy.
Narcan – is a life-saving drug that reverses the effects of an Opioid Overdose and is now available over the counter at most pharmacies.
As a witness to these symptoms and suspect an overdose is occurring, do not hesitate to dial 911.
Conclusion. Do you not as I find it highly amusing and extremely sad both at the same time when Medical Science for all of it prowess and Scientifically Prove can make such eloquent statements as this. “When someone has consumed too much of an Opioid substance, or has used Opioid’s in combination with other drugs, there are tell-tale signs of overdose.”
Moreover never with true Excited Medical Practitioner with all the Gusto of Scientific Inquiry ask…
“Hello” is it M. E. you are looking for.
I feel there is a possibility I have worked out the missing link.
Although I have to leave it to you and anyone else on the place I cutely used to refer it to as Earth – before it is all like this place; just a big open space of nothingness.
As there are no values of Time or Distance as it appears I have worked out…
If we as a Race of People do not soon workout – we as Children of Parents or Parents of Children cause all illnesses and our dedicated Medical Profession only makes; as they did me, worse over a long time and when I Died…
Relieve themselves of the guilt by saying. “it was a tragic “Accident,”or another way of saying the same thing is. “I died of an unrelated cause.” – of which I can safely say it was not – as there is no such thing as an Accident only a Purposeful Event.
Meaning I was an accident looking desperately for somewhere to happen.
Therefore I can conclude with…
If we do not soon “Understand” (Link) this simple to comprehend process – it will not be long before everyone on Earth is here with me and in a manner of speaking all my friends and family and that would be nice.
However. I can through bitter experience tell you – not only is the place not worth a visit let alone a residency; there is no Plastic here for everyone to continue to destroy the Beauty of the Land and Seas as I knew them when I was young and extremely innocent about the folly of irresponsible littering.
Lionel. I can say from now sad and very bitter experience. It gets worse…
So many People say to a loved one just before they leave earth as we know it. “I will see you the other side.”
Well not only is there – no other side…
Yes – there are many faces that seem all to familiar to me as it is clear I do to them; but there is not the slightest bit of recognition.
For the closer I get to have a look and touch – the more blurred they appear; until as I go to touch them to see if they are real, then they up and disappear in front of my now very wise but only backward looking eyes.
Just to send the world a message. “We require an “Understanding;” that is out of this world that “No circumcision” will ever dull the Pain of not getting it, or will this process ever find the Lost Family and Homeland we so crave for.
Alright Lionel I hear you I am Dead but not Deaf no need to shout this. “Tom please tell me what you have found out about the message my song sent to you so far back in time – that you were then not aware of. “
“Perchance to Dream” “The impossible Dream” and I must say. I have lifelong found it so much of a “Heartbreaker” to the point I now know I have always and only have been…
“Biding my time.”
Until I worked out the simplicity of. “If.” with…
“Hello” – Is it me you should be looking for…
As “I can feel it in my Mind…”
…But never once Heard anyone say to me or any ill Person…
I Know – you can feel it in your. Heart and Mind, this is M.E…
…And. The symptoms M.E. hides behind, because of not knowing how to defend the M.E…
…From you and the M.E. you should be looking for and I spent my entire life seeking.
Nobody ever counts M.E. or is interested in M.E. only interested in relieving their own M.E. Anxiety…
…By recognizing and respecting we – have a Fundamental right to be on this Earth; the same as everyone else.” However…
Hello. Have you like I – never heard of; M.E…
…Is why in my Mind. I did know that then; as now, in this never to return from place. Although to late in many ways I Have found just what I have been looking for.
Hello; it is Me I have been looking for.
Regards and best wishes for ever.
We have a lot to teach and a lot to learn and learn we must.
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Kindest regards and best wishes
Peter Smith Talking Cures.